wow... can't believe how long ago I last wrote a journal! that's just shameful. I love writing journals!

let's see whats happened in the last few months! well that guy who i mentioned in my last journal is now my boyfriend . going to be a month on sunday. how crazy! it feels like he's just always been there but it might be because we were in constant contact anyway so it's not like i've had to alter too much in my life. i'm at the stage where seeing him brightens my day . he's so lovely, so attentive and caring . but you know me now, i don't get my hopes up. i'll do something stupid to ruin it, im sure! gah!!

oh oh i saw All American Rejects in concert last wednesday. SO FREAKING AMAZING . however, i do have a few complaints. this is how the night went:
7pm - doors open
7.55pm - american steel - supporting act
8.25pm - supporting act ends
loooooooooooong wait and nothing happens
8.45 - another supporting act
9.15 - supporting act number 2 ends
another looooooooooooong wait. what do the lil 15 year olds do to entertain themselves..? start moshing!!. HEY MAN IM OLD YOU KNOW!! i was just on the outskirts of the moshing so i got the backlash of it! thank god for my boyfriend. he is a tall bugger so he was behind me and he stood his ground and held me infront of him so we didn't lose our place or get seperated.
9.45 - all american rejects finally come on. they were like "you guys are lucky. this is going to be our longest gig etc". but by 11, i was ready to leave and they were doing the last song. i got to hear "dirty little secret", "the wind blows" and "gives u hell" so i was fine with leaving. was sooo funny seeing crowdsurfers though. haha. and was wild just jumping with all these people and the crowd just knew all the lyrics (as did i hehe).

hmm what else... im starting a new maths course on monday. need to buy a calculator! haha. i feel like im 11 and starting big school. im kinda scared. it's like a new chapter. got to make new friends and all that. im not really interested in all that. i did that on my undergraduate degree, and the course is for 1 year. if i make a close friend then great but if i don't then no biggie. i got some aaaaaaaaamazing friends!

family crap is getting on top of me atm. as always really. thinkin of moving out but then remember i just wouldnt be able to support myself. im in a helpless state of mind atm. such as was the issue with pavlov's dogs... they were put into cages that would give electric shocks when they tried to escape. then the electric shocks were removed but the dogs wouldn't take the risk. smeh!!!

on the plus side... I HAVE A MAJOR TWILIGHT OBSESSION!!!!! TEAM JACOOOOOOOOOOOOOB u can't ignore the sexiness of edward but jacob is just... gosh... . just a month before new moon comes out. i'm on my 3rd round of reading the books since january lol.

anywhooooooos, hope everyone is good!? again, mega sorry for the lack of communication! still trying to deal with my backlog of deviations so i'm also sorry if u have replied to a comment of mine and i haven't got back to u yet. tell me about ur life because god knows when i'll get round to ur journals! love ya'all xx


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